Don't see no light at the end of the tunnel for me

by Doors are closing hard
(Brunswick ga)

Hello I am a recent grad from Coastal

Pines Technical College Truck driving school in Brunswick Georgia 10/26/2015 since than I have been applying to companies but they keep shutting the doors in my face because of my drug felonies.

I have been felony free for 5 years clean MVR with no points and I relocated from my home town just to get another chance I've been fighting to obtain my cdls for two years and I finally gets them and I feel like it was a waste someone told me to go to Carolina cargos because they give people like me a second chance but then they say they be taking advantage of you and treat you with no respect first off at the end of the day I am a man secondly I deserve respect and get treated equally like anyone else so with that being said I will give my cdls up before I let anyone take advantage of me I know we all gotta start from somewhere but I can't start somewhere where I won't be appreciated at I am a loyal person if your loyal to me I'll be loyal to u respect me and I will respect u my point is as of now I do not see any light at the end of my tunnel and if anyone can help or give me advice I will surely appreciate it