Feeling alone...

We have a blended family of 6 kids. 3 of his own 2 of my own and 1 together. We have been together 4yrs and married 9 months.

We split for a few months in September and I honestly felt so alive for the first time in awhile. We decided to try again for our family and I moved across the country to be closer to where he works.

He was doing 6 weeks on 1 week off to visit us and it was too much. But since moving I’ve seen him 1 week in an a month and I have no one here besides my children.

When he is home he is so emotionally disconnected from me. He is the sweetest when we talk over the phone. I miss my friends and family and I am at a dilemma.

He is a good man and deserves the best but I don’t know if I am cut out for this type of distant life as a truckers wife.

I have cheated in the past.. there really is no excuse why but I felt so alone and just wanted to feel wanted again.

Anyone else understand this?