Just feeling done....

My husband has been trucking now eight years. I cant take it anymore. He is always gone. He went from buying his own "trucks" that kept breaking down, and is now renting one for a thousand dollars a week.

If something happens to it they have to fix it and he gets free oil changes. He shovels out over 10,000 or more with fuel to run the truck and really does not care about the finances around the house. We have four children, three still at home. He just now is buying his third trailer, and has two people under his authority..... I can not get him to do anything when he gets home as a family, or with us. His showering is awful...HE NEVER WANTS TO TAKE ONE..., He can barely walk anymore because he sits to much. He said this is what he will be doing the rest of his life... wants me to go with... not.. he never stops to do anything,, or clean it. Everything is just not what it used to be. no more family time at all.my 11 year old feels it. we used to do a lot now his truck is more important. believe me there is no money left after bills. IM ready to get back to work and move on with my life.