Lonely truckers wife
by karen
(canada)
I am the wife of a truck driver. I feel lonely and depressed a lot of the time. We have been together for 12 years and have children.
I have lived thru infidelity, lies,and many trust issues. Before I met this man (whom I acknowledge is a hard worker, good supporter and father)I was a self assured confident woman.
During this marriage I have been betrayed more than once and this has left me a broken person. I have no idea how to rebuild at this point and am seriously thinking of leaving.
I love my husband dearly and don't want to divorce, but I also don't want to spend the next 12 years alone. Not really sure what to do. I have been faithful every moment of our relationship while he has slept with strippers and lot lizards and bar sluts.
Not sure why I am still married at this point.