positive gotta be

by BC
(ROCKY MOUNT,NC)

the trucker i am with lies for kicks. the first lie is that he was single, well u know the rest.

i told him since it is his girlfriend then get rid of her we were having a ball i let him know if he had a girlfriend i would have to get a boyfriend. i would not wait on him during the week and he with her on the wknd. well he did not take me serious and 1 wknd i wound up 500 or 400 miles from home on the night i did not think he would call.

i definitely was not around the corner. i guess he got to thinking and he wound up leaving his WIFE of course i did not know that when i found out.

i turned the heat up with still either HER OR ME he looked stupid and got a divorce now i am unhappy with him because believe it or not he hardly knows i exist after all that. he does only what he feels he is obligated to do to keep me.

nothing is like before to me materialistic does not compare to reality and realty is i am the same and he has changed he says he needs his job for the money that's a lie he can do something else the job gives him fringe benefits. someone hears truck driver and green lights start blinking. i did it i would not do it now it was so short lived and that is because he is living up to his rep of i guess its cheaper to keep her or love um and leave em well i have to come to some conclusion because even with all the blinking and bling bling when the thrill is gone u move on. any commentators feel free to contact me my email ironically is love1234@centurylink,net keep truckin! BC