Torn between want and should - (Go or Stay)

by katie
(Illinois)

I'm a truckers wife new to having kids involved. I'm torn between going on a load with the hubby and staying home with the kids.

We have a good babysitter for the occasional run. However, I feel guilty being gone even a day but I miss him so much and this seem to be the only way see each other.

That and quick 15 minute meetings at truckstops to drop off supplies for him.